One or the other

Sooo… I have been unfaithful to my humble blog. Well not exactly unfaithful, rather neglected it for quite awhile. And this should not have happened! I am free, free as a bird I often refer it to, with all the time in the world, without the slightest care for anything in particular… atleast not in the mean time. So the question is why? Why have I not been spending my time writing something, just anything. It is because my life, despite my infinite free time, has become dull!!! Thus effectively makes my brain dominantly quiscent. Therefore, nada kan di cerita kan. Thus this happens. Kesian ah? Hehe. But next week should be ok, I have a barbecue to look forward to! :D

Anyway…..

I have been thinking……. Of how much I miss math! I really do. I was good in math! It was the one thing I was good at, then. And I mean the only one thing. I have noooo idea how I manage to stray away from the ‘calculation/calculating’ path. And now I will be spending the rest of my life doing English Literature, a language base subject with no calculation involved whatsoever. It’s not that I don’t like Literature, I really do. 'Tis my passion. I just miss how solving a math problem could give me the satisfaction I don’t think I could ever achieve with writing up an essay. Being able to complete an essay could undoubtedly fill you with a joyous emotion and the greatest satisfaction, however in quite a different way compare to solving a math equation. These feelings are not contraries only different. These two fields are clearcutly erm..different and not just because one needs a calculator and the other prefers a dictionary. It’s much more than that. indistinguishable. inexplainable.

So why can't I do both? Simple. I simply can't. It is like, a doctor can't be an engineer. or a lawyer can't be a dentist. Some may can (although highly unlikely), but most of us (admit it) can only do so much. I guess this agrees with the notion nobodyis perfect. :D

So what intrigued this feeling? The boipren (not in a blaming kinda way) Hehe. He’s been busy with assignments and whatnot. And the assignment he’s attempting to do now is math-like (or is it math? hehe). Well it involves calculations and formulas and you know, those things. Yatah! I can only sit and watch while he does all the calculating, and thinking, and more calculations. It’s envious! Jeles lah. Sigh.

There you go. My long due entry. :p atu saja dulu ah. Will try to update this thing more often :D hehe taa~