Breakfast date

I really don't know how to handle adrenaline rush. It keeps you awake at inappropriate hours.

I really wish important things or activities happen in the morning so I don't have to spend the morning feeling restless and then after all is done, I can spend the rest of the day thinking about it! First dates should not be dinner, instead breakfast. Seriously.

I have a bowling tournament today in the afternoon and it is keeping me awake. And I didn't even had coffee last night. Cos if I did, I would probably cleaning the toilet sink right now.

Wish me (and the team) the best of luck! I will remember to streeeetttccchhhh before we start.

xoxo

Droplets

'cause I'm walking down this road alone,
And I figured all I'm thinking bout is you, is you, my love,
My head is in a cloud of rain and the world it seems so far away,
And I'm just waiting to fall in droplets, droplets.

You left a mark, and I wear it proudly on my chest,
Above my heart to remind me that I feel the best,
When I'm with you, and everything is effortless,
You know it's true, my eyes are painted with regret,
And I don't need it.

new crush

oh yes, yes I have a new crush. Hot and gorgeous. Perfect smile, perfect body and I really believe he is a very nice person. Wait, it doesn't really matter if he is a good person. I don't care if he acts as the villain... as long as he has his shirt off :p

Tuesday blues?

Sometimes it feels that time is moving really fast, sometimes it is just too damn slow. I can't quite decide which one I prefer.

I hate waiting. God, I really do. I'd like to think that I am a very punctual person and I expect people to be the same way. And because of this, I get disappointed most of the time.

I also like the rush from doing things at the last minute. This is the quality that I have been trying to get rid off however to no avail. Therefore if time is moving really fast and I have millions of things to do, I would need more than just a can of redbull to stay awake.

On a different note (sort of), technology is such a disappointment lately. Yes, it is. Malas ku cerita. Annoying.

On another different note, lets talk about boys and girls. You know it is a wonder, to me atleast, why guys are finding it really difficult to understand the female population. It is true. I am not here to condemn all men, but you have to admit, the majority of you are just hopeless in trying to understand us. Yes women are indeed complicated. That's really the beauty they possess.

Okay, lets go back to chapter 1 of understanding women.

When they say no, what they are really saying is yes...

curse flattery!

They say imitation is a form of flattery.

Really?

I'm pretty sure Louis Vuitton won't be too happy to see the flattery that's going on in China!

I rather not be flattered than see another me.

When I say a lot, I mean a lot.

Hey y'all. I really don't know how many people read my blog. It could be none for all I know. But it is really a good way of expressing my thoughts, even if people don't read them :p Anyway, I am tired. Yes I am. You'd think I have enough rest these 3 weeks because of the school holiday.. noooo! I feel like everyday I always have something to do, surprise birthday parties, work thing, family thing, netball yada yada yada. And I never really thought about this before, but now I can clearly see. I have A LOT and I mean A LOT of friends that I have to entertain to. Don't get me wrong, I loveee them, I love them to bits, I love them more than my bags (yes that is a big deal to me).. But really because of this, I am just physically exhausted.

I've mentioned this before but I really think it is really really difficult to accomodate everyone's needs. Now I know you might think I'm just this whiny person who wants to brag about having a lot of friends and in the end complains about having so many friends. Nooo, I am blessed, really. It is just difficult sometimes because I think I am running out of energy to go here and there, be here now and be there 10 minutes later. I am sure some of you feel the same way, mun nda.. where the hell do you get your energy from? Mun ada coklet nya, aku mau! :p

Ok I should go shower and get ready cos we have ANOTHER surprise birthday thing tonight. It should be funnn! :D and tiring at the same time. Curse my lack of energy! Ah well. Will be back more regularly, I'll try :)

Till then, xoxo.

a lil bit country

My love for country music has grown...


and is still growing, fast. I always knew I am a lil bit country (not!) hehe The truth is, I just enjoy listening to these country songs. I absolutely love Carrie Underwood and Rascall Flatts. Kenny Chesney is also one of my favourites and currently listening to Brad Paisley. These are just a few of the country singers and I cannot wait to discover more! :D


But don't worry, I'm not going to go around wearing cowboy hats...

24 hours

You know he's the one if you can't stop smiling when you're about 24 hours away from seeing him :D

Long distance

with you is where I'd rather be~~

pet peeve

I cringe when I see it, I shudder when it crosses my mind.

One of my pet peeves is to see someone chew with mouth open. GAH! Nobody wants to see the inside of your mouth while you're eating. No one. It is gross and I believe to an extent it is unhygenic! ( I will prove this point in the future ) But whatever.

I wanted to upload a picture of a person chewing his food while talking thus revealing the inside of his mouth to others. But I couldn't do it. It grosses me out too much. So friends, do not talk while you're eating, or swallow whatever it is that you're eating before you open your mouth to speak. Swallow your ungrinded food if you must, but do not EVER try to talk when you're chewing!

I want!

I really really need one of these! I need to photocopy stuffs for tomorrow's lesson (I know old habits die hard) but I am tooo lazy to go out. Help anyone? :p

special delivery

A special delivery made my day! :D

Shall I say what's inside the package? You can guess. I'm sure you'll get it right :D

I'll leave you now with your thoughts. I have to go admire the above :p cheers!

welcome feb!

Goodbye Jan, Welcome Feb~ first entry for this month. Life has been pretty hectic the past 3 weeks. It is finally slowing down and I can finally breathe again! *phew*

You would know when you have too much to do and when your work is subtly taking over your life. It is when you spend an entire afternoon doing your work voluntarily. Yes, I spent my friday afternoon trying very hard to finish my marking. After much hesitation and procrastination and not forgetting patience, I finally did it! I finished everything! A good thing was I didn't fail anybody so I couldn't be in that bad a mood hehe

I need more red pens!

And while marking,


yes, you watch the grammy's. It would take you more time than usual to finish work but ah well :)

Have fun today kids, for today, love is in the air! :D

xoxo

Juggling

Juggling two things is difficult. Three things is even more difficult. More than three? Four things? Is it even possible? Well, we always have to juggle between things. You may not notice but it is true.. between work and fun, between groups of friends, him and work, work and family, friends and family and the list goes on. You think that you can manage but reality is you can't, or you almost can't. I always have this problem. Now see, I love everything around me, everyone around me and everything that is happening to me.. but it gives me a hectic life. I don't have my 'me' time, where I could just be alone, ponder on life and things I did, pamper myself and do my work on my free will. I do sometimes have this 'me' time but I want it more than just often. Trust me, I love the position I am now, great family, great friends, great life. I've managed to juggle pretty good I tell you :P It is difficult to just squeeze in the 'me' time in my hectic life. Not being able to say No is really not helping either! I should make that my new year's resolution yes? hehe.

There are things and people that I've probably missed, forgotten, neglected then or recently and I am sincerely sorry. I will try to be more careful when I juggle next time :)

Saturday

Hi! I'm back and I'm here to stay! well atleast that's the hope :) Just a quick hi for now.. I will definitely be back to discuss serious issues, witty ramblings, funny funny jokes, personal experiences etc. I'll see you soon! :D

Go out for tonight is a Saturday night. We all need a break from all the hard work we've done. But don't wander too far, come back for more :)

Have fun kiddies!

Heathcliff

You might remember him from 10 things I hate about you, or his more recent film Brokeback Mountain. Which ever it is, he has proven that he is talented and ofcourse, undeniably gorgeous.

Heath Ledger was born in Perth, Australia. I like the fact that his name was taken from a character from Emily Bronte's Wuthering Heights - 'Heathcliff'. From what I can remember, in Wuthering Heights, Heathcliff died a tragic death. He resented his life, lived in anger and bitterness. He was deprived of love, separated from the only love of his life. I guess you can understand the bitterness he had towards the world and everyone around him. The love of his life married another man whom he loathed to death. He engaged himself in a ruthless vendetta to destroy not only his enemies but their heirs.

Kesian eh c Heath Ledger ah. I still can't believe that he's dead. Life is sure full of (unpleasant) surprises.

karing leher

'Kenapa ikan di laut inda karing leher?'

'pasal banyak air!'

'bukan....'

'apatah?'

'ikan ada leher kan?!'

HAHAHAHA! i got this one from one of my students. lol!

another one,

'kalau gajah naik pokok, apa yang pacah dulu?'

'errrr.... *trying to think of an answer*.. inda tau, apa yang pacah?'

'PACAH REKOD DUNIA LAH'

hahaha!

Seriously, this kind of question makes you doubt your intellegence sometimes, and in my situation, my place as their teacher. They seem to know a lot more than me! :p

irony

An issue was raised today at school. We were talking about 'gala nights', or fancier 'prom night'. We were discussing to what extent a teacher should get involved in the matter. Most came to the conclusion that they do not ever want to get involved in this matter. I, however, have no idea. It is so weird now that I have to rethink this over in the eyes of a teacher. I used to think that having a 'prom' at the end of the year WAS everything. It is something students look forward to at the end of their school year. It marks the end of the school year, the beginning of a new journey. It is something to reminisce back to when we're older.

Ofcourse it is a popularity contest. You cannot deny that. The best dressed wins, the prettiest of the bunch wears the crown, the handsome-est gets the attention of all the girls.. y'know, the cliches. It is fun indeed. Students get all worked up over a dress, a tux, the hair, the makeup. Such fun. Come the awaited night, everyone turned up, all glammed up, looking gorgeous and fine. Then comes the food, the dancing, the winners. Everyone's happy, enjoying what they think is the most glamorous night of their life.

So what's there not to like?

Reality. Not every human being is passive, who listens to what you're saying and follows every rule. There will always be a bunch of 'black sheep' amongst the white crowd and spoils everything. Such pity.

Back then I was all around promoting the prom night, literally begging for friends to come to our prom, promising them great fun. But now, I will be the one to discourage them from going. Irony irony.

If I can just find a way to herd those strayed sheep back to the right fold.

the resolution

I've been trying to find the right mood (and time) to start blogging again but to my dismay. I don't seem to know what to blog about now and when I do, I'm lacking the time to do it.

sigh.

Oo yes, balum jua lambat kan ni? hehe HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! New year means a new beginning? Maybe. Perhaps for some people, but others just have to carry on with whatever they had going on from last year. Nothing new about it. New year means new resolution? Definitely. :D I think it's good to have a plan, a direction in life.

I asked my students to write down some of their new year resolutions. Most of them are adamant on sticking to a healthy diet ie lose some weight, others intend on not skipping classes, and one has a wishful thinking of getting FOUR girlfriends. haha! tehibur ku eh. Wishing him all the luck in the world! I wonder if I should ask them to make a plan on how they can achieve those resolutions and a checklist... That should be interesting... hahaha!


AIM: 4 GIRLFRIENDS

OBJECTIVES: *some selfish comments*

METHODS:

places to go to -- gadong mall, qlap mall, at school, tuition school, at urang bebadak/kawin etc

pick up lines -- *all cliches*

EVALUATION:

january - 1 gf

May - 2 gfs

August - 2 gfs and 1 'SCANDAL' and 1 'FLING'

November - back to 1 gf

December - NONE

hahaha. seriously.. good luck to this guy! :p

instant gratification

Do you know the really sucky thing about daily paid jobs? I do! And how I despise it!

I like the idea of instant gratification. Just simply because I don't like waiting. I want what I want now, not later. However, with the situation I'm currently in, I have no other option nor am I in the position to argue. This whining is going to go on for approximately one year so bear with me.

I want my cuti. sigh. I shall not dwell on this any further.. I might get into trouble for it.

There, my first public whine after a long time. I will be back for more