When I say a lot, I mean a lot.

Hey y'all. I really don't know how many people read my blog. It could be none for all I know. But it is really a good way of expressing my thoughts, even if people don't read them :p Anyway, I am tired. Yes I am. You'd think I have enough rest these 3 weeks because of the school holiday.. noooo! I feel like everyday I always have something to do, surprise birthday parties, work thing, family thing, netball yada yada yada. And I never really thought about this before, but now I can clearly see. I have A LOT and I mean A LOT of friends that I have to entertain to. Don't get me wrong, I loveee them, I love them to bits, I love them more than my bags (yes that is a big deal to me).. But really because of this, I am just physically exhausted.

I've mentioned this before but I really think it is really really difficult to accomodate everyone's needs. Now I know you might think I'm just this whiny person who wants to brag about having a lot of friends and in the end complains about having so many friends. Nooo, I am blessed, really. It is just difficult sometimes because I think I am running out of energy to go here and there, be here now and be there 10 minutes later. I am sure some of you feel the same way, mun nda.. where the hell do you get your energy from? Mun ada coklet nya, aku mau! :p

Ok I should go shower and get ready cos we have ANOTHER surprise birthday thing tonight. It should be funnn! :D and tiring at the same time. Curse my lack of energy! Ah well. Will be back more regularly, I'll try :)

Till then, xoxo.